Friday, 13 May 2016

Memories


I spent a lot of time avoiding my Facebook account because I'm a little embarrassed by the stuff on there. I get to see a glimpse of my younger self. Its amazing to think of how much I've grown and changed in just a few years. So I went on my Facebook today and I stumbled upon my Introduction and felt It would be fun to share it with you. Here it is:
"I can be a Huge Nightmare. I can be too Sensitive. I cry over Stupid things. I’m scared of being Hurt, But I have the Bravest Heart. I can be a Mess sometimes. I can be Annoying. I sometimes blame everyone else but myself. But, I'm always here when you need me. Sometimes, I can be hard to understand and there are times when I'm really needy and I need attention. When it comes to Relationships I can be selfish about sharing. I let people walk all over me. I cant trust anyone easily. I get hurt easily. I think too much. I’m just scared, But I can also see the Good in People. I love my Family more than anything. I never take anything for granted. I love to Smile and I love to make People Smile. I see Beauty everywhere I go. I'm honest. I am caring, And when I love, I love with a Passion so deep. I think about others before Myself. I try to be a Good Friend, A Good Person. I do the best I can under any Circumstance. And I don't care what they think anymore, Just the ones I love and care about. If I could fix this, I would, Even if that meant me being unhappy. I'm not perfect, And I realize who I am, Good and Bad. I try to avoid the Bad, But that’s easier said than done. But you’ve seen me, All of me, And its up to you if I'm worth it or not.
I am a Female who is 14. Who rocks Skinny Jeans and leggings, Gives the most Amazing Hugs.Chats on the Internet too much, Listens to the music loud enough for everyone to hear, Looks better in person, Speaks with an Intense Vocabulary, Talks on the Phone constantly, Has Perverted Friends who are full of Charm and Wit. 
Sometimes I feel like a Fish in a Tank of Sharks. I feel like I'm perfectly imperfect. I'm the Girl who will always find the negative things in something. I tend to over analyze everything so then I screw up my Brain. I'm pretty much a Puzzle, It's your job to figure me out. I believe that love is not just any kind of word, It's the most meaningful word out there, Saying I love you to someone is like telling them they mean the World to you. Honestly, I never say I love you unless I mean it. I like to play dumb a lot of the times, Like I don't have any idea what's going on but everything I know can come out at any second. I'm pretty much over trying to get people to make me happy because i found out that I'm one hundred percent happier doing it myself. I'm the Sunshine in a Cloudy Day and my Life Goal is to be happier than a Bird with a French Fry."
I'm not entirely sure if I wrote this myself  but I quite like it. A few things have changed though, lets be honest a lot has, but I'm still that little girl whose life goal is to be happier than a bird with a french fry.

P.s. I have since changed my intro.
Hope you have a blessed day..
Thanks for reading

5 comments

  1. This is me. smiles

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  2. Hi Alexis,

    You were an intense 14 year old, so full of depth.

    Funny how writings of the past have a way of helping us in the future . We make comparisons and are thankful for how much we've grown and how much braver we've become. :-)

    Recently, I found a letter that I wrote to myself a few years ago, the emotions that washed over me we overwhelming as I laughed. I've become a better version of myself.

    I enjoyed reading this well written post.

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    1. Hello,

      Thanks a lot.
      You really do have a point, I didn't think I had come a long way until I looked back at a younger me.
      Care to share those letters? I'm a bit curious :)

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  3. This is really really good. I love it.

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